Trapped!

Today is a blah day for me. It seems lately I've been on an emotional roller coaster. Up, then down and sometimes somewhere in between. I feel trapped! Trapped in a body I know longer recognize, trapped in a town that has no purpose for me, and trapped by my feelings of inadequateness. LOL, I know I'm deep today. This bog is like my open diary. Can you identify? Have you ever felt trapped? 

Explore with me for a minute and let's dissect why I feel trapped. Ever felt like you were on the verge of something phenomenal and life altering; but you weren't quite sure exactly what it is? That's where I am now. Trapped. LOL, at this point I know you are like, if she says "trapped" one more time! I'll try not too.

Life has many doorways and I tell people all the time there is more than one way to do or see anything. I'm all about self motivation and turning negative emotions into tools that can create the life we all desire. Even as I write this, my mood and emotions are changing. You can have those feelings of seclusion, uncertainty, and abandonment but never own it! I never take full ownership of things that don't help or encouragement me and you shouldn't either. We all have things that we are working to improve and sometimes those goals get the best of us. For me, I'm always looking at the bottom line or the finish goal. I'm learning to just focus on the now and not worry about the outcome until it gets here. I'm trying to cross each bridge individually.

God never promised us that it would be easy but it will be worth it. Worth the tears, worth the effort, worth the sweat (insert side eye), and finally worth the life we dream of! We all get down, but how do you turn that around? You turn that negative energy into motivation. Motivation to go get the things you want and desire out of life. Now, I'm really trapped. Trapped by motivation, inspiration, and a need to help and encourage you all! Who said the sky is the limit? I'm shooting towards the moon!!!