Today's blog will probably make you scream in laughter, so I have to first say you are welcome for this gut buster. So if you didn't know by now I'm just a little.....tiny bit crazy, LOL. I have to stop telling on myself like this, but oh well. So for me losing weight and exercise is a mental thing. I have to get past so many different road blocks in my head. I realized just how bad it had gotten the other day when I decided to workout. I hate to go walking because I like to stay close to a bench or somewhere I can sit if I get tired LOL. I know it defeats the purpose but HEY, it is what it is LOL.
My fear is that I will get too far from home and won't be able to get back just out of pure exhaustion LOL! So I was at the doctor with my dad and I knew we were going to be there for a while and right across from where I was parked was a gym and a walking trail. After sitting there for what seemed like forever watching everyone else walk on this trail I said to myself; self get up and go for a little walk. I immediately decided that it would just be best to watch everyone else, LMBO!!! In all fairness I didn’t know how long the trail was and where I was parked I could not see it. There was no way in hell I was going to start walking and not see a bench, some kind of chair, tree stump, or something to just sit on! LMBO!!
So I’m thinking, you can’t just sit here, do something! This is when I decided to just walk around my truck LMBO! Listen, I know it’s crazy but if I got tired at least I could just jump back in the truck. Not only that I walked around that truck in a circle for almost 30 minutes, LOL! I’m very proud of myself. Were people staring? Of course they were! Did I care? Ummm..let me think, NO! I even had one man ask me was I okay? After explaining to him what I was doing and why we both had a good laugh and he said well that’s not a bad idea.
At the end of the day you have to do what’s best for you. I don’t conform to the ideas of what “society” deems normal or standard. I do me! You have to be willing to do the same. Sure, I plan to be able to get past this mental road block soon, but until then whatever it takes for ME, that’s exactly what I plan to do. Am I a little insane? Sure I am, but more importantly I recognize it and
I’m working on it! LOL. Never be afraid to step out and be different. Be you, because everyone else is taken!
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